oh yeah, i forgot. now I’m trying to write on my blog with English language so I can improve this ^^
because I want to get into SBI (International Standard School)of 5 Senior High School . I really hope I can get into there . ^^

I promise to myself, when I’m graduated and being a SHS student, I’ll study harder to get scholarship to Japan or Britain ^^ amen ..

that’s all for today ^^

waktu itu saya lagi semangat-semangatnya buka facebook, eh, sekarang saya males. BANGET!

blogging juga. saya lebih sering ga inget apa yang mau ditulis di blog, jadinya jarang update dan blogpun terlantar.

mudah bosan benar-benar tidak menyenangkan

1. aku baru aja nge-delete posting tentang “pekan lingkungan hidup smpn 44″ karena ada seseorang tidak dikenal yang memberikan komentar, dan komentar tersebut membuatku malu sendiri karena tidak memperhatikan apa yang dikatakan bu guru dan apa yang aku tulis.

2. saya berhasil kembali dari blogging, tweeting, and writing hiatus!! yaaayy!!! XD
sudah sekian lama saya bingung mau nulis apa di blog ini, sudah sekian lama pula tidak meng-update status di twitter, dan sudah sangat lama tidak meng-upload cerita ke fanfiction.net (boro2 upload, dilanjutin aja kagak!)

3. bagi saya, suasana hati mempengaruhi cara penulisan. jadi jangan heran kalau tulisan saya di suatu posting memakai bahasa baku, atau bahasa tidak baku, atau keduanya (seperti ini), mood saya memang gampang berubah. ==”

credits:
+banners are from tenka seiha

^ ^
wanna update some fanfic, but i’m not in a mood for writing
so i create some account(s) on a social networking site such as:
+hollowrupted
+narutosection
+plurk

hollowrupted and narutosection are dedicated for bleach lovers (hollowrupted) and naruto (narutosection)
and plurk is dedicated for all people in the world (that’s what social networking site up to!)

please visit and add (if you have) my accounts:

www.plurk.com/kei_oshitari
www.hollowrupted.ning.com/profile/yuushi_indi_hisana
www.narutosection.com/profile/keiindioshitari

add them please

and, i’ve been writing on LiveJournal again. YAAY!! ♥ my friends on LJ.

and, i’ve been realized, THAT PIC IS REALLY BAE YONG JOON!!!!!
ohmygod!!
my love has come back!! ♥
i still loving bae yong joon ♥ i know him since i was 2nd grade of elementary school. yes, ELEMENTARY SCHOOL!!! and i still remember my childhood love is a great experience for me!!!

okay, see ya through another blog updates

alhamdulillah.

saya masih ga percaya aja sekarang udah kelas 3 smp . .

dan taun depan udah UN . .

i cannot believe this . .

hufft . terimakasih banyak atas dukungan kalian semua ! mudah2 an di kelas 9 ini saya bisa lebih serius. haha amin

i don’t know how many days left since i’m offline for blogging. and then, i think now is the time for making some evolution!

‘evolution’ that i meant is a change for ourself, yeah, especially for this blog. having many times thinking about my blog (s) made me thought about ‘why i don’t just have 2 blogs ?’ because, having many blogs makes me confused =.= so, from now, i just using wordpress and livespace. why livespace? livespace makes access to MSN hotmail more easier, so i can find new e-mail.

and i’ll use this wordpress blog fot writing about my life, and maybe, i’ll write some anime reviews here. so please check out for new updates! XD

and my new theme is more simpler than before; just white and white around the screen. clean and simple, isn’t it? this is what i mean by ‘perfect’

even your heart is closed for me

but i believe there’s a space for me to stay

i cannot dreaming of you anymore

i cannot loving you again

all that i’ve been saying is a fault

all words i’ve been gave to you is wrong after all

i always keep you in my heart,

but why you don’t respect me?

you’re a kind man ,

but i always confused with you

certainly with your heart

so when i’ll understand you?

when you’ll give me a space in your heart?

and when i’ll take some place to stay?

that place is just a little corner in your heart

but in my mind, that place is everything.

maybe that corner is a little place, but

there’s a very big and wide place for me

because, that place is belong to you and me

a place that you’ll remember me

a space that you’ll always thinking about me

now, at the time that i couldn’t say anything

i am dreaming about a little space for me in your heart

and,

i want to ask a question for you, my dear,

did you ever love me?

i am very sorry for all my fault

i am very sorry for all my act

so please forgive me

i cannot loving you again

so don’t worry about this

please.forgive.me, maybe that’s all i can say.

time runs soooo fast . .

but i’m happy that i’ll be a 3rd grader of JHS student

i’d like to get a support from you all.

thanks~!

’cause i have one problem: will i be his love forever?

ah; i don’t need another one; i just loving him .

at the first time i heard that song, i was felt in love with that song.

i watched that show after i saw my love, and i was very happy because he was here, last night.

i thought that he’s a sunshine of my life. why?

maybe he doesn’t here everytime i need him, but . .

he makes my life more happier and newer than before.

he lighten up my days; even there was a dark in my heart.

i love him; eventhough he doesn’t know my feelings.

he always makes me feel like a “special person” because i love him so much.

i’m grateful for each seconds, each minutes, each hours, each days, each weeks, each months, and maybe each years, for give me times to loving him.

he’s my sunshine, and he’ll always be.